This means he knows everything, what happened this morning
My body, I turned away and covered my mouth. I can't think anymore now I felt being the loss of words I felt a tingling in my chest
how will I explain everything to him?
Finally, after taking some courage, I looked at him. My hands were trembling with my toes wobbling
I can hear his heartbeat pounding in his chest
Even so, his face is hard and cold
Before I could tell anything, he quickly stood up and goes away
from there,
I sat there; I felt a hollowness in my chest what will I do know I should tell him about this before now; I don't know how will he take this did he hate me again; I noticed an empty water bottle. I quickly grabbed it without wasting a second and started crushing it to relieve my frustration.
"Mrs. Knight, it's Etan, are you, alright mam, its winter night and you are sitting here so long, you might catch cold mam," he said to me with an inward look
I calmed myself. I can do this. Will have to talk to Aaron about this Aaron before misunderstandings create between us.
I quickly run towards our bedroom. looked around, but Aaron was not there. I quickly come out from our bedroom running and come towards his living room, dining room,
But he is nowhere to be seen
I come towards the kitchen I saw Hannah there
I quickly run towards her
"Did you see Aaron," I asked while rubbing my hands together
She looked at me "Are you okay?"
"I will be once I will know where is he," I said while leaning forward my body felt so heavy with a tingling sensation in my chest, I felt my head getting heavy
"Sir is in his study room. He said don't disturb him," she said to me
I nodded and sighed heavily
"Eternity here is your nightwear, you said to me to arrange nightwear for you because you didn't have your night clothes so here, I went to the store today and bought this for you," She said giving me a newly purchased nightgown bag, actually I usually didn't wear nightgown, I always wear pajamas but she bought nightgown but I can't refuse to wear it, she will feel bad if I reject this so I decided to wear nightgown as my pajamas are in new York and Aaron's shirt, it feels awkward to wear it
"I think you both fight," she asked me and I looked away, thinking about him
She placed her hand over my shoulder "don't worry, just wear this nightgown and go in front of him, you will look very attractive and beautiful in this nightgown, he can't be able to keep his hands off after seeing you in this, I am hundred percent sure he can't be angrier with his beautiful wife after seeing you in this gown,"
She said nudging me and I smiled, looking down, shaking my head at her
I thanked her and comes towards our bedroom
I changed into that nightgown she bought for me
It's bridal long lantern white silk lace night robe
It's fitted me perfectly, but it's okay better than that, more than needed revealing nightwear which Olivia sends in my bag
Should I go to his study to check on him, did he will like it, I know he is furious with me but he didn't have his dinner properly he leaves our date in the middle, I must prepare his dinner and take it to him, he is angry with me but I can't let him sleep hungry, even he didn't come to our bedroom for sleep
I quickly go towards the kitchen I don't want to bother Hannah, she will be in servant quarter and probably sleeping so I cooked dinner by myself, I open the fridge and took out Ingredients and finally prepared, Pan-Seared Salmon with Kale and Apple Salad and black coffee, after preparing dinner, I took food tray towards his study room
I opened the door of his study and found him, he is sitting on the couch of his study, talking "yes prepare that paper for the next project of the water park." He is speaking to someone on phone seems like discussing business stuff.
"Um Aaron," I said to catch his attention
He looked up at me with hard eyes
"I am not hungry, you can go now," without looking at me and I know he is angry with me
"I know you are mad at me I hide the morning incident from you meeting Eliot, but trust me, Aaron I don't want to bother to burden you with my problems you already have enough in your life," I said while tripping the food tray so tightly biting my bottom lip
He slammed his phone on the table, making my eyes wide. I can see his hands clenched into fists and his jaw clenched at my words
"Who the hell, who told you that you are a burden on me besides this, your problems are mine as well, so never say these words again. You are my wife," He said while flexing his fingers.
I sighed, closed my eyes, and swallowed, taking a heavy breath it's not time for an argument "Okay fine, but first please have dinner, you didn't eat anything on our date," I said while holding my breath
His eyes soften at this he comes near me and cupped my face "Never talk like this again, I can't afford to lose you," He said to me softly, I don't know why he is behaving like a loving husband he didn't love me anyway but I can't bring any other topic right now, first I have to make sure he eats properly
I nodded and hugged him his words, I can't lose you melted my heart
He hugged me back tightly; we stayed like that for some time before he pulled away
"Okay, now have your dinner," I said while bringing food tray and placing it in front of him
I sat there on the couch beside him; he makes me eat with him, even I protest that I already have he didn't agree so, at last, he both eat together when he finishes his dinner, I stood up and take empty plates and glass, ready to go back in the kitchen he grabbed my arm
Just as his hand comes co tact with my skin, my pulse started raising with my heart pounding in my chest so fast like it will come out
I closed my eyes, unknown pleasure awakened inside of me
"By the way, I like you more in my shirt, but you look so beautiful in this nightwear also," He said to me and my eyes jerked open, I am sure my face is like a red tomato now
I smiled shyly and quickly goes out from his study room
After that, I put plates in the dishwasher
Then I come back to my room
I lay on the bed and pulled the blanket over my waist, thinking about Aaron, the way he makes me feel. I never felt this before it's a different feeling, which I never felt whenever I am with Eliot. I feel safe, well,
There is a place in wellness for emotional indifference. It is the ability to cut off those who are in endless hurricanes and bring your full efforts and focus to where you can make the most difference to whom and what you love.
The door got open and Aaron enter; I gripped the duvet around my waist looking at him, my mouth felt so dry, even I felt something raising in the bottom of my chest, I quickly pulled the duvet over my chest, I felt my skin picking up; he smirked at my condition went to walk-in-closet he changed into sweatpants but remains shirtless, half-naked
He comes near me and pulled me towards him, his arms now around my waist and my head rested in his broad shoulder
I am still half asleep. I felt someone kiss on my head," Good night Wifey" I heard him I feel my muscles that go weak
did he just call me Wifey
I looked at him "you called me Wifey," I felt so dizzy with this new sensation in me
He smiled beautifully and kissed my forehead, then cheeks, then he peaked my lips lightly
I blushed hard, "you are my wife, so isn't it's obvious I will call you 'Wifey'," he said to me
"But you don't like me," I said to him, looking down over my hands
He shook his head "no that time I don't know about the real you, I never meet a girl like you before all the women's supermodels, actresses, I date either behind my money luxury name fame, Even I thought about you same but you proved me wrong," He said while closing his eyes like he is savoring this moment, with me.